Trying to find some Peace, just for a few minutes

A couple of weeks ago I ventured out to the Psychic Fair with a friend from work. Walking through the aisles of Mystics, Seers, and Seuth Sayers I came across a lady that had done a reading for me in the spring this year. So I decided to pay the fee and sit with her for 30 minutes and see what silly things she could come up with. She scared the living shit out of me!!!! Told me that I was the most tired person she had ever seen and that I needed to slow down or I'd drop dead by the time I was 47 (that's in March). She also told me that I should kick out my boyfriend, walk out on my day job etc etc etc............ Now some of these things would be great ideas, like quitting the day job but how can I do any of them???

I'm scared. but am I slowing down, NO? I'm an idiot. Last week on top of my regular full time job I worked 73 hours overtime with my part time job (which I happen to really enjoy)

I need a holiday, I need a weekend off. But I need to pay my bills, get my sick cats looked after, feed my son and most of all be alive for my Grandson as he grows up.

WTF am I gonna do?